Ugh...I'm working on my calculus homework and I feel old because I have forgotten so much math and now I'm trying to relearn it without starting at the beginning. It used to be fun to me - solving the puzzle. But now that I am struggling, it's no fun. I'd rather just play on Facebook or watch TV or crochet :) I think it's funny that I graduated college and yet I am still doing work. I am doing more this semester than I did last semester. Craziness!
I'm also struggling because some of my best friends don't support my decision to teach and work with youth. They don't understand my passion nor have they seen me in action, but they are my friends. They should support me even if they disagree and for dumb reasons too. Like when God tells me to do something with my life, I'm going to do it and I'd hope people would be like "Ok if God said so, then that must be the way even if I hate it" but that's not what I'm getting...I'm trying to keep a positive attitude.
I'm trying to stay afloat.
Oh my junior high kids were much better today. Cracked the whip at the beginning and made them stand in the rain since they couldn't get in a line fast enough...some rolled their eyes at first but their attitudes changed once we got upstairs and were hanging out. Yay God!
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